Happy (late) Holidays and Happy New Year, everyone! In the spirit of the New Year, I felt it was time to be raw and share what’s been happening lately with you guys. There’s so much to share, and much to reflect on, so hold onto your hats.
Every year, I reflect on what I wrote a year ago to see where I was and how I have changed over. Let me tell you firsthand: so much about my scenario has altered. I mean, I am no longer living in Asia, I have a new job, not to mention meeting new people, and traveling to places that I didn’t imagine myself to be visiting a year ago. Here’s what I am talking about in case you want more of a reference.
I did hit all the goals I had for myself. I remained dedicated and if I fell off the wagon, I got back up as soon as possible. I stood on my own and for what I believed in, even in the face of fear. And most importantly, with all that was presented in front of me, I kept an open mind and saw the bright side of everything that came before me. I’m pretty proud of myself for all that I faced over the last 365 days.
In March, I left my home of 2.5 years and returned home. I was starting over–quite literally–and came face to face with a couple fistfuls of reverse culture shock. I am not afraid to admit it: I was a timid when it came to talking to people, driving, and getting myself acclimated. I was excited but terrified at the same time. But come May, after getting into the groove and starting work, I was more than comfortable. Because I decided my fear was just a thing, and that I didn’t have to let it rule me. I began to get my bearings, and I felt content with where life was going.
During the summer, I went to Denver for the first time ever and found love. One thing led to another and I found myself with someone for the first time in a long time, and yet it feels like the most natural thing in the world. What I learned because of our love story is that when you least expect it and life seems to be going just swell, the right person will come into your life and show you that even the most beautiful of love stories can begin from running into someone in a hotel.
The tides changed more and more as the year went on. Friends came, some went, but I knew I had to keep chugging along. Even in the fact of great changes and adversity, you must keep going. The story of the tortoise and the hare is memorable because it teaches us that slow and steady will win the race.
I know it’s cliche, but I know that this past year has changed me for the better. In some ways, I have matured and grown up, fitting the shoes that have been put before me to fill. In other ways, I am the same ol’ Marie, wanting nothing more than to write, share stories, and travel the world. Baking and chatting with friends still excites me and there’s nothing in the whole world that makes me giddier than going to the beach on the sunniest of days when the surf is just right. What I am saying is that I’m really, truly happy. And I know this is just the beginning.
2020 is going to bring so much clarity and prosperity. I can feel it in my bones, and I am so excited for what is coming. May this year bring you all the transparency and honesty that you need to progress in all areas of your life, and may you enjoy the ride all the same.
Love,
